I cannot deal with this anymore

my heart's breakin'. SouL shakin'. I can't take it anymore. Is all fakin'.
How can I do this to my heart, knowing that the exit is just in front of me?
What would I do If my heart, screamin' at your door?

What would have happen?
Like it never was before?
Things will change?
I got so many room for my anger. Will I happen to be fill with forgiveness?